A much needed update:
I don’t remember much of December and January. I was pretty damn lost. And worst is I have no real clue why or how it happened. I suddenly just shut everything down, in a way. It could be that I have a circadian sleep disorder (delayed sleep phase or non-24-sleep-wake), leading to the very odd sleeping habits I have and, in turn, sleep deprivation stress. I am very sensitive to sleep deprivation, actually… but I never manage to keep a stable sleep pattern. I will try to maintain regular sleep the upcoming week. It would be very awesome if I do have a disorder, because then my napping during class is not entirely my fault.
I need to study all the chemistry, physics and maths I missed these months. Bah…
I have forgotten a lot of Japanese. Really sucks.
A lot of things suck right now, when I think about it. I need to gather all the pieces and rebuild…
0 Svar till “bring it on!”